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”What are you doing here?”, Josh asked.

“I’m …”, I said. “I …”

Tears, I started to cry. Why did I do all this? Why couldn’t I just tell him? For three years, three long years, I had pretend to have no feelings for him, and now when he hated me, told our fans how selfish he thought I was, then I going to him for begging to take me back. He was married and his wife was pregnant. He hated me …

“Hayley, go home.”

“I’m sorry Josh!”, I cried. “I know you hate me but … Josh …”

“Hayley, go home”, he said again and closed the door.

I sat down on the stairs. Of course he hated me. Maybe he had all time, since I broke up with him. It was my fault. All of it. Maybe we would be happy married and pregnant if it wasn’t for what I did. Maybe everything was just like he said in that blog. I lived far away from Josh and had walked the whole way, and I felt like I didn’t have power to go back home. It had token me an hour to get here. After what felt like two hours the door opened and someone warped a blanket around me, sat down next to me.

“Hayley, you need to go home”, he said.

“I don’t have a car or shoes”, I said.

He looked down on my feet. “It’s time to get a new car, Hayley.”

“Why do you hate me?”

He sighed. “Hayley –“

“And you never us to call me Hayley. Is it about what’s happened … with Chad?”

“I don’t hate you; I just think Paramore is more about you than Paramore.”

“Just because they who don’t know what Paramore is call it ‘the band with the redhead girl’? Then you can dye your hair green and it will be ‘the band with the greenhead guy’, I’m fine with that”, I said and tried to stop crying. “And that you wrote about me made it seem like you hate me.”

“You have to realize, Hayley –“

“Don’t call me Hayley.”

“You have to realize that Paramore is about you. We’re just four guys who do like you tell us.”

“It’s only you who think that”, I said.

He sighed. “Why are you even here?”

“Kiss me.”

“Huh?”

“Kiss me.”

“Hayley, stop doing like this. I’m married.”

“Please, you one kiss and I will never border you again.”

He leaned over me, kissed my lips. I warped my arms around his neck, moaned. Instead for pull away, he kissed me harder. What the hell …? His pregnant wife was in the house.

“Josh”, I tried to say against his lip. “Jenna –“

“She isn’t home.”

“Do you really want to cheat on her?”

“I already do.”

“Huh?”

“I mean, I have already kissed you …”

“And you are calling me selfish.”

He kissed me again.

“We both are idiots”, he said.

Gosh, why didn’t I took Zac’s advice at Josh wedding and stopped it? I was so stupid.

I pulled away. “Josh, I haven’t been selfish at all. For three, soon four, years I have hold my feelings for you secret because I wanted the best for you and the band. If you are happy with Jenna I accept that. And then you post that blog … You don’t know anything at all.”

He was silent for a while.

“Hayles –“

“Hey guys! What are you doing here, Hayley?”, a happy voice said.

Jenna came running to us, kissed Josh lips. She was in week 16. I bit my lip. What Josh and I did was wrong.

“I … I just came for say hi”, I said. “I have to leave now.”

“Do you wanna sleep over or something to eat?”

“Nah, it’s okay, I have to go home.”
“Do you want me to drive you?”, Josh asked.

“No, I can walk.”
“Are you sure, you haven’t shoes”, Jenna said.

“It’s okay, I have to go!”

I ran away, crying. And he called me selfish.

One

 

Naked. Guy. Naked guy next to me. Oh god … This wasn’t planed at all. Me and my friends had went to Vegas last night, with my boyfriend. What the hell where I doing in a expensive bed next to a unknown guy? I mean, not even my parents could buy that bed, and believe me, they’re rich. This naked guy was sexy, so that wasn’t a problem. But Chad would probably kill me. Okay, he slept with other girls all the time, and yeah, I had done it too, but I don’t think he would be so happy. The last thing I remember was me, Chad, Hannah, Dakota and Taylor sitting in a bar. I remember I saw this sexy guy I like fall in love with, so Dakota told me to go to him. I found an excuse to go from them, and ran away to the sexy guy, named … I can’t remember what his name was, but it was probably the guy next to me. So I had got what I wanted … nice.

Suddenly he pulled his arms around me, kissed my neck softly. And I have to admit that I really enjoyed it. His lips walked slowly to my chest and I moaned. This wasn’t fair.

“Jenna”, he moaned. “What are you doing here?”

I froze. What a hell? Who was Jenna?

“Uh …”, I said.

He opened his eyes, pulled away from me and sat up in the expensive bed.

“You’re not Jenna”, he said.

He must been drunk last night too.

“No, I’m not Jenna”, I said, confused. “Who’s Jenna?”

“My fiancée”, he said.

“Your fiancée?”, great.

He ignored my stupid question. “So is this your room or something?”

“Huh? No! Absolutely not! This is way too expensive for be my room! I thought it was yours.”

“Nope, it isn’t.”

Great, now we probably had been drunk and checked in at the most expensive hotel in whole Vegas.

“Wait, how old are you?”, I asked.

“23, why?”

“I’m 18.”

Too old, too old … really sexy.

“Yeah, who care? We will probably never meet each other again.”

“You’re right”, I said.

This guy was nicer than Chad, and much better kisser. Not because I could remember that I had kissed him …

“Maybe we should figure out how to pay for this room.”

“Maybe we already have”, I said.

He sighed. “Now I can’t pay for the wedding.”

“God, don’t tell me that Jenna don’t pay too?”

“Eh …”

“What a nice girlfriend she have to be”, I said ironical.

“You haven’t met her!”
Silent. Naked guy in the same bed as me. Wanna kiss. This is unfair. Why doesn’t he kiss me? I pulled the blanket around me, picked up my clothes from the floor and ran into the bathroom. I put on my clothes and went out to the bedroom again. The guy had put on his clothes too. He had a sexy lipring, by the way. And a sexy haircut … That Jenna-girl was lucky. Did he play in a band? That would be cool.

“I’m Josh”, he said.

“Hayley”, I said.

It stood empty wine bottles in the kitchen. Like many empty bottles. I must had been really drunk, and my head really hurt.

“Where’s my phone?”, I sighed. I had to call Dakota or Hannah.

“No idea.”

I ran around in the big hotelroom, but didn’t find my phone.

“Caught it”, Josh said and something hit my head.

“That hurt”, I said and picked his phone from the floor, called Hannah.

She answered after some signals.

“Hi”, she said.

“Hannah! Thanks god …”

“Hayles? Where are you?”

“I have no idea. In an expensive hotelroom?”

“You slept with someone, didn’t you?”

“Yeah …” I mumbled.

“You disappeared around two, what I can remember, and no one has seen you since. Chad got mad.”

“Yeah, he can sleep around with other girls, but I can’t.”

“See you later?”, she asked.

“Probably, I need to find my cell. I call you later.”

“Okay, bye.”

“Bye.”

I hang up, threw the phone back to Josh. Then I saw it. The ring on my finger.

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Jag vill bara säga att jag just postade det här på Buzznet & min nya blogg - jag älskar min design på min nya blogg, föresten - och tänkte att någon som inte kommer gå in där kanske vill läsa detta?

Jag tänkte inte byta eller pausa den här bloggen (okej, det är himla dålig uppdatering ..) men jag startade nyss en ... typ musikblogg. Så klicka HÄR

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Jag fick panik när jag inser hur få det är som kommer få uppleva den här underbara videon! Förstår ni hur wonderful, beautiful, amazing, great, lovely voice hon har? (Kom på fler ord på engelska än svenska.) Jag vill att hela världen ska få höra henne ... tänk er, en scen där hon sitter på scengolvet med sin gitarr. Den stora publiken är helt tyst, de viftar med sina lyssande mobiler i regnet. Alla står och njuter av musiken, inser massa saker och de kommer kunna säga att det var de bästa minutrerna i deras liv. Ett par kysser varandra, vänner kramas och allt är bara lugnt, fridfult och oroligt. Alla har den där ovanliga känslan man sällan får. Är inte det också vad tänker när ni hör detta? 
Snälla, hjälp mig att förverkliga det ... jag lovar er att det bokstavligen kan rädda liv. Posta det på er blogg eller något, snälla :) <3 

jag är på singö, och det är så dåligt internet där att jag var tvungen att åka till ett hotell för att vänta in Paramores nya låt. lägger upp den när den kommer :D

Jag måste bara säga att jag älskar Coraline-musiken! Den är helt underbar och läskig ..

Hej. Sorry, vet att jag inte uppdaterat på flera dagar :/ Jag har haft fullt upp, NOT x) Jag vet inte vad jag gjort, men bott hos mamma lite och hennes internet är överdrivet segt. Ni måste se musikvideon nedanför föresten, den är så jävla cool! Just nu håller jag på att ladda ner ett av deras album från YouTube :)

Awesome musicvideo!

Okej, det här är inget jag vill göra och det är nog ganska onödigt för INGEN kommer klicka på bilden i alla, men jag gör det ändå. Varför vet jag inte. Kanske för att jag fått TIO buzz på bara en dag!?

Hej guys, jag lyssnar på .. öh, jag du. Jag har ingen anning, faktiskt. Nu bytte jag till ett bra, svenskt band. Inte Her Bright Skies, utan Sahara Hotnights. Har bara hört en låt, men de påminner om Runaways eller Joan Jett. Det är coolt :)